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A novel I loved you more than it should, by the writer Atheer Abdullah Al-Nashmi

A novel I loved you more than it should, by the writer Atheer Abdullah Al-Nashmi

A novel I loved you more than I should, written by Atheer Abdullah Al-Nashmi .. “Today I sit next to you, lamenting my foolish dreams .. drowned in my love for you and I have no ability to extract the remnants of my dreams from among your wreckage ..”, “I loved you more than I should, and you loved me less than deserve!" The Saudi writer begins her novel with the same passage she ends with, telling between them the story of "Jumana" and "Aziz", which "will not end!"

The woman reveals the details of her feelings towards the man she loves, and most importantly, she tries to express her state of mind in its inevitable contradiction with the state of love that she is. The rift that generates great sufferings that have no cure must exist between her mind and the strength of her feelings, and her giving that has no limits to the beloved: “I was ready to grow smaller and grow up…to fail in order to succeed, because to fade in order to shine…” and the type of her love that he does not appreciate, but rather He ignores him or exploits him for goals that are much less important than him, and less valuable. "I still don't understand, I don't understand how a man can manipulate a woman he loves without being afraid for a moment of what he's doing to her!"

Every time and "after every disappointment... after every ordeal and every whim... I was trying to gather my parts to open again another blank page...", but "new beginnings are nothing but a lie."

The author recalls her memories with him from the beginning, in a café outside the country she left to study: "The homeland that if I had not left, all this would not have happened.. Are you my punishment for leaving a homeland that loved me!..", and the idea of ​​punishment and reward that Aziz mocks, she believes in: “I believe in Judgment Day more than anything,” because she hopes that Aziz will be punished for what he did to her.

The eccentric old Indian woman told them, without prior knowledge: "She is tired of you..only from you..and you are tired of everything.." Haifa, her Kuwaiti friend who always quarrels with Aziz, told her that he does not deserve her, and Jumana tells him today "My love for you was blind, dear..and that Haifa saw something in you that I did not see.." She saw the serial lies, betrayal, and denial that the other doubts about himself, his mind, and his feelings, and these are qualities ignored by the woman who loves a man who loves her, but he is unable to commit to it. He told her frankly: "Listen... I am a playful man... I drink, worship, and sleep with women... but I come back to you every time...", and she endured the harm: "You intentionally hurt me, as if you were emptying your grudges, pains, and diseases into my soul, intentionally hurting me in the name of love... ". Despite all the facts and events, she confesses: "I did not cry heartily except because of you, and I did not laugh from my depths except with you.. Isn't it a difficult equation..? Ziad, their mutual friend, analyzes the situation for her: "I loved him to the point of scaring him! .. He was not able to include you in his list of wives, and he did not He can get away from you.. He loved you so much that he was afraid of himself for you.. As he was afraid of you at the same time..

How do they meet, when he believes that the end justifies the means, and she believes that "the means are sometimes more important than the end!"?

"You once told me that eastern love stories often end in tragedy. Today I know you were right about that..."

The novel conveys with deep sincerity what goes on in the depths of a woman in a state of love, of feelings, thoughts and contradictions, as she believes that the difficult choice to its harshest extent lies in preserving and continuing the overwhelming feelings of love, at the expense of denying the conscious and aware self of the other party's manipulation of it, but in any case And even if you pay the account, you will not get what you want.

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